Thursday, December 31, 2009

Little Steps

Today I resisted eating food when I was bored. This, is a problem I've realized over the...years...that I've had. It's funny how many times I will actually just go to the kitchen looking to eat something--and I'm not even remotely hungry. It'll be good to start being in tune with my body again and realizing hunger pangs vs. boredom pangs.

I also am trying to be responsible and get my bills paid on time. More than that, I've resolved not to ask my mom for money to help me pay my dentist bill. She has helped me out so many times, I need to sacrifice a little and suffer for my misdeeds :) I have been VERY blessed with multiple gift cards, as well as gifts. This has helped my shopping urges!

Oh yea and I reread my blog posts, and I'm proud to say I've accomplished a couple of things. One, I've joined a small group--and I love it. I've also canceled my cable, am volunteering at a women's shelter and familyworks, and I'm continuing my game nights. So those goals I'm setting? Yea I'm actually doing them. I've even been working up an effort to be a better manager, and with my new raise, am going to find a class that I enjoy.

It feels good to look back and see some goals that I'm achieving. Bad news, I just weighed myself on my mom's scale and am up about 5-10 lbs. Not sure if it's accurate or not seeing as her scale has often weighed me differently than mine. Yikes. I really hope it's not. Another factor could be the pms stuff as well. Good news is is that starting Jan 4th my new exercise regimen will start happening. My brother is letting me borrow his Wii and I will for sure have my DDR set up by then. I need to not let the number on the scale get me down :/ It's threatening to make my spirits plummet, but I'm not gonna let it.

Ok, well it's time for bed now I suppose :)

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