laziness challenged

I had a glorious lazy yet unproductive day. Lazy in that I did pretty much nothing except lay around. Productive in that I've figured out some stuff about life and I am ready to take the next step. However, the first step that I'm going to take is work out. I've been sitting around stuffing my face so I think 2 hours of DDR/Wii is an appropriate punishment ;) I was going to just continue to lay around but I told myself if I finished risk at exactly 8pm I would do it and whaddaya know I ended up miraculously finishing by 8 on the dot. So. I guess I have to follow through. Sigh. Damn competitive nature.

day by day

I had almost decided not to work out this morning. But I'm doing it. I will be healthy!

Heart Hunger Insteads

Today the book talked about what to do instead of eating out your "heart hunger" emotions.  I'm not going to list anything.

I'm 2/3 for working out. Yesterday I was feeling blaaah and then went to the bathroom and realized I started my period. Which explains the whole wanting to gobble candy, sweets, and junk food last week. But, I need to not have excuses. I'm trying to think of how I motivated myself before and how I resisted...and it seriously was just willpower. And these days...having the willpower is hard. I am a size 16 and a size L/XL shirt (my arms are holding me back from being fully in an L...bastards). Which, I'm so proud of myself for. However, by the end of the year, I want to be a size 10/12 and a size M/L shirt. So, I got a lot of work to do. That's at least 30-40 lbs for the next 8 months. I can for sure do it. Just gotta get the willpower. Okie dokie, gotta shower and pack my lunch.

hm

day two without doing my reading. but I AM working out today. I'm forcing myself even though I just want to sleep in. doing it.......now.

busy morning!

This is the first time I've worked out and not blogged before. Was gonna do it after but I have a showing at 10am and need to shower and straighten my hair. Ah! I'll blog later :) Oh yea, and my weight...is the same. Sigh. Need to get the eating under control. No more eating out. Better food choices.