Today that book had me do a quiz that checked off how you wanted people to respond to different things such as you not eating something apart of your diet, you losing weight, you struggling with weight, you maintaining, etc. It's hard to say, because in some situations I don't know what I would want people to say...I just don't want people to be negative, judgmental, or bossy. So yea....this chapter was a little bit of a repeat of yesterday. Not the best one :)
I'm kind of struggling today. I'm having people over tonight, and I've known all week that I need to pick up my apartment. However, being the procrastinator that I am, I haven't really done very much. Now I'm up super early, after going to bed a bit late, and I'm tired, my stomach hurts, and I'm grumpy. Plus I'm weighing myself every day and I'm not seeing tremendous loss, just maintenance...so I'm a bit discouraged. I know I shouldn't be, but to be honest I am. I want to just call into work, cancel game night, and sulk at home...but I know that's not the right answer. Avoidance and sulking is not right. So, I'm just going to try to push through it. Not necessarily try to be happy, but I'm going to try to stay positive...which means cleaning as best as possible, still working out, and concentrating on having a good eating day. Thank God tomorrow is Friday and the weekend is here so I can sleep a little more.
I've been reading in James, and I don't know what it is, but today, nothing and everything kind of stuck out to me. It's like I've read that book so many times that the words kind of sink in to their normal place...not really hitting or impacting me in new ways. Sigh. I think that's ok. I don't have to get an amazing word from God every day...it just kinda adds to the "blahness" of this day. I did have an amazing, spontaneous prayer time with God yesterday, so maybe I should pray that this day goes better than it's started so far. All right, time to get up and get to work.
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