Feeling SHITTY!

Ugh. I feel like crapola. I haven't been getting enough sleep, after my run on Tuesday, I haven't worked out (besides the running up and down stairs/playing tag at work), and I haven't been eating healthy. What makes it a little better is to know that I'm not the only one struggling, so I don't feel alone. My body feels gross though. I miss working out. Working at 7am is not working for me at all. Eh.

Plus, I think I have an infected hair follicle/cyst. I have these tights that hit me right at my natural waist, and right where they've hit me I've developed this huge, painful, red lump. It's kinda gone up and down in size, but it hurts really bad. I had one of these when I was 17, and I let it go away and didn't get it looked at. Three months later I was in the hospital for emergency surgery. So, I have an appt. tomorrow. I'm worried that I'm gonna have to have surgery which means I'll have to take sick leave and actually go home to Lakewood so my mom can help me with packing/keeping the wound drained. This means more not working out and just laying around. Sigh. I really hope that they can take care of it in the Dr's office and we won't have to do any surgery since I'm getting it taken care of early. We'll see.

I am however, feeling really good about myself as far as my job and what I've accomplished in other areas...even in some choices that I've made this week that have been better than others. So, not a completely crappy week, I'm just kinda feel sloppy and worried about the cyst/abscess thing. Sigh.